Finally everything had come to an end, hope it is really an end. This few days feel very good all my worries suddenly had all gone. Even the thing about DBSK looks ok so really happy. Yesterday went to bishan to have lunch then shoppped around. There was a new more than words there and i saw my favourite Stich was like very happy. But today because of one stupid phone call it ruined my mood. The way he talk the way he phrase the question really annoyed me. I was like who the hell he think he is. And i found something really funny nowdays i could only upload pic at night. What is happening to blogger or is it only my com?
These few days although whenever i am with my friends i would always be happy butwhen i am being left alone i would think alot. The more i think the more sad i feel without any specific reason. I don noe exactly what i did wrong that is the prob. I told this to some of my friends, sometimes i really hate the fact that i was a girl. A girl thinks alot of everything even things that are really unescesary!! I hate hate hate it!! I feel that i don understand anymore. Things that i thought i understand suddenly seem so new to me, i don even belive that i actually thought i understand it before... Lets hope that i can walk out of this quickly...
Had a long but kind of short weekend cause running all over the place for something that had not been done.(no one would understand).On fri we had our NE carnival, it was kind of fun ,enjoed it but some did not. My room we have jinghua ruizhe(supposed to be ailin but she sick cannot come), jianwen(but later ran to another room)and me. Jinghua and i were the briefer and we would like talking at the top of our voice all the time.Anyway we had real fun!Later went to j8 to meet my mum to have branch at ajisen(don noe if the spelling is correct.) Last week was like most of the time worrying for dbsk.Last week rumours of them disbading was all over the internet and i was like really sad lst week because of this.I was like everyday surfing the net for more information.Ireally really hate LEE SUMAN(SM Entertainment boss) he is the worst person inthe world! How can he treat his artist so harshly!! I feel like printing out his pic and throw darts at it. This is my first time getting so work up beacause of an artist. Luckily last few days more positive news came out as they had just attended an event in japan and the words the member said on stage hint that they would always be together and would like to attend the event NEXT YEAR!! Afeter i read i was like HURRAY!!Finally not so worried liao.Bt of course there is still a little worriness... This is a part of the report: Recently having 3 of its members caught in a lawsuit with their company about retracting the exclusive rights from their contract with SM Entertainment, Dong Bang Shin Ki has promised that they will perform in Japan again, fending off rumors for disband. It was written on Asihi newspaper on 7th August, “Dong Bang Shin Ki has fended off rumours for disband. Dong Bang Shin Ki had performed in Tokyo for the 30th 神宮 fireworks festival on 6th August.” The news added, “They have assured worried fans about rumours to their disband. After the live performance that day, they had said, ‘Very enjoyable. We want to do this again’.” “This is their first stage after news of danger of their disbanding, Dong Bang Shin Ki showed that those news are just rumours and are not affected by those news at all. Xiah JunSu said, ‘We are very excited that many people came to see our performance. We want to perform on this stage next year too’.” Lastly the news said, “We look forward to more performances by Dong Bang Shin Ki, proving the disbanding rumours wrong.”
Long tme no post liao cause nid to do my chi blog and alot of test came up last two weeks. onli two weeks i already got six test(e-math,poa,geo,ss,chem,a-math).Next week still have another three(poa AGAIN!!,chem and physic).My reaction was like what the hell every go sch is just like waiting for teacher to tell us when got test,isn't it too much!!Not mentioning that the following week we are havin another two test.I was like going to fell apart.In this past two weeks the day that i had the most impression is thurs.On that day i had ss and geo test and i noe myself i did really badly.On wed nite i was like going to throw away all the books and give up but luckily i got back some energy from one of my best friend.After all the test i went to cafe with the "best" mood ever and all i got there was more and more unhappiness and anger.I feel that i am losing myself i don noe when i am going to explode and shout at anyone.i am really scared that i would become like that.I would look at the pic in my wallet not onli because they are my idol sometime it is because i want to divert my attention and think of some happ things.Sometime i even feel like i would ide any moment because of tiredness and stress...
